Dreaming of past..Living in the present...

Certain songs evoke blissful feelings in me..they remind of all the good or bad times i was going through at that moment and how i would find solace in music always. The constant companion in my lift has always been music..I could hear telugu, tamil, hindi and english..Not as much as english peela as i might come across...off late i have lost touch of funny words in telugu.mehh..

When i hear old songs associated with my youth (ayyo already oldah ?? ) i get reminded of all the dreams i had, the impossible looking dream life where i could do what i want, speak what i want (and get into shit :P) eat all i want (bad idea, since i did that i know the results) and travel all i want..live a jolly go life if i may be specific. dont look for the part where i say "Work hard, work smart" shit here. Coz i knew without that none of the above would be possible. I guess i did most of it..well, almost..now should stop eating all i feel like and start running ...

The songs also remind me of the domestic life i dream t of.. will cook and clean for my husband and kid(s ??) and be a good clam and cool wife...nah nothing of that sort happened. I am a fire breathing dragon ready to bite off anyone's head at all times..Obsessed with order of things and how people talk, walk, eat and shit too...i have become a control freak who can neither live with what is there nor appreciate what is not there...need to work on it before i get older and then get thrown out by my DIL :P..But like all indian moms will say, i do it out of love and happiness of family ! BS i would say but since my other family members wont read it, i will continue to say the typical dialogue..

Dream(??) Post

I want to thank you today (not because it is valentines day) for a lot
of things..You know, i never dreamt of prince charming or buying
palaces...all i wanted was someone who loves me for what i am, points
my mistakes, stands by me as my support and lends a shoulder when i
cry..I didnt want someone to wipe my tears, but someone who would
ensure that i dnt shed them...

It is not that we are the perfect couple..nothing is perfect in this
world..if all we did was laugh and make love, i dnt think i would have
appreciated you as much as i do now. You are my pillar of strength,
you are my vault of confidence, you are the one who are my brutal
criticiser and blunt commentator..but still, i know you do all that
for ensuring i stay strong and simple..And i love you exactly for
that. I Love you and always loved you for what you are and never for
what you fake..You dnt know to lie..and i know that. When i pull your
leg about a girl or a thing, i am internally feeling extremely proud
that you are never going to do anything that will not make you look
into my eyes and speak...And i am grateful to god for that...
Conscience is not religious, it is personal..and you have yours clean
and i appreciate it..

.I dnt know if i ever thanked you for R, but i am doing now. You
could not have given me a better gift in life to cherish..I owe you a
lot for it..

You might not even resond to this...but, that is the way you are. And
i love you for not fussing about small things and always pushing to
aim big..Let us make this shorter life as sweet as we can.

All for the offspring(s)...

Nowadays, i have become a much wiser person...yes, with age we do get wise, nice and wide :D

Todays topic and my world today is motivated to think of how much and pretty much everything we do for offspring(s). Life is all about reproduction and safe guarding your produce..Think of it..